Since when does a personal habit
affect a person's personality
to the point at which
people who do not have that habit
feel superior to those who do.
This is my views on smoking.
I love smoking, seeing smoke, people smoking
pictures of smoking, socializing over smoking
I mean, there are some downsides
the smell, the breath, the cost
monetarily, and physically.
It just bugs me though,
how non-smokers look down on me
with disgust and peity
like I'm doing something wrong.
I'm sorry, everyone
but honestly, it's one of those things
you have to live to understand.


I am not a bad person

'and lets just say, the contrast between us
is enough to make a person go crazy
but I'm not crazy
at least I don't think I am
I'm just stuck, and fixated
like a sneaker in mud
I feel I shouldn't be here, I know I shouldn't be here
but I'm here and as of the moment,
I'm not only sitting alone in this parking lot
but wondering if it's me, or is it you?
Because me, what have I done wrong?
I could be better
and you, there's mountains to talk about you
I wonder
If I'll ever be able to wipe my slate clean an re-introduce myself
like "Hi." and things could just work out for the best
but maybe the best..
Yeah, you get the picture